Days, weeks, months and years! Looking back at all what happened changes a lot in me....I probably laugh with whoever I share my stories with, or maybe I innerly cry for this time that is continuously passing before I do something which I can be happily proud of infront of the Ummah on Day of Judgement. It is so scary that our souls are intermittently and not regularly shaken by the verses of Quran! I mean why isn't our sincerity and piety stable? Most probably we know the answer :(
We know the answer of this life...that our mistakes and sins have entirely surpassed our deeds; however, our arrogance still drives us to strive to prove to Allah and to everyone that NO we are very righteous people, even though we may not be. Actually whenever anyone is a pious, he or she won't know this except after death, but whoever claims religiousness is surly misguided by his or her arrogance. Sometimes when we do many good deeds, we may spoil them by being so happy with them, to the extent that we may count how many deeds we did today. Contrarily, even if we do millions and millions of deeds, they will never ever be enough for worshipping our creator.
It makes me feel so ashamed that angels after worshipping Allah since before Adam's existence till end of life, they tell Allah that they didn't worship him enough as much as HE deserves. On the other hand, there's that stubborn one called 'HUMAN' who prays one prayer and rushes in it and subsequently believes that he or she did the best of the best. We do one nafila and then we are deceived that this is enough and that wow we are such amazing people!
We need to prepare our souls for Ramadan...our spirituality needs a level up so that we can reach a higher level of faith إن شاء الله. May Allah grant all of us to live Ramadan with piety and righteousness. May Allah purify our intentions as well.
رُبا
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